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♥ Friday, April 06, 2007

the ' HOW WE USED TO BE, ARE G0NE '

my mood are down nowadaes. have been thinkin wad made her changed hher attitude t0wards me. did ii done somethingg wr0ng tat made her feel pissed off whenever she saw me? oR am ii too paran0id to spend my time thinkin all this? memm0rises had been flashing back whenever ii saw dem. how we used to bbe tgt & things jus went the other way round instead. the sentence " how we used to bbe tgt " ish jus our past & our memmorises. its different now. and ii noe we will bbe having less chances bbe tgt like how we really used to bbe. its not me tat noticed tat she's changing. the ones who has been tgt wif us feels this way too which ii really don't noe wad's actually wrong tat's between us.
she's alwaes the one tat will gave us a big & warm HI! when we saw each other no matter how many times. she will alwaes shares hher lil secrets & hher gossips wif us whenever we're having our recess in sch or when we're sitting tgt. she's the one tat will tell us tat guys are jerks when we're fallin out of love. she's the one tat will say me ish the only person tat will do those kuku things & made dem laugh.she's the one tat will tell us which make-up ish gd or bad.
BUT NOW. she DON'T DO the ones which she normally USED TO SAY & DO to me. its her changing 0r its me? do u noe how much paiin & hurts ii've felt whenever u walk pass me & gave me a cold look. though ii may seems cold to u when u talk to me now, its bec0z of u. ii've change my attitude totally t0ward u. c0z u seems to don gif a damn having me by ur side or withour me by ur side as ur friend. the tearrs tat ii've shed when thinkin of this pr0blems tat ii had now. ii really have sleepless nite. how we used to bbe tgt having our Ladies outing or even doin our kuku things. we're alwaes tgt. all this are the only memmorises tat ii had. ii'm not sure if u felt the same too, oR ii'm the one thinkin too much. but ii really do treausure our friendship.

G0d bless me tat ii will find my gd times wif hher back.
GoodBYE ♥ 3:21 am