♥ Saturday, January 12, 2008
At that moment ii really feel like crying. .
yesterday, friday. 11.01.08
went out wif a group of sch friends to celebrate my birthdae.
things turn out to bbe like a mess & so random so not fun.
behaving diff when they're in sch & outside.
expected to bbe having funs & laughters but its not like that.
mood turned totally sunken down to the end, very end.
after that my smile & laughter ish all jus the surface.
todae, saturday. 12.01.08
supposed to mitup wif my sisters to celebrate our birthdae.
but one of my sister cant make it, coz something cropped up.
due to her fucking bf, doing sucha stupid fucking thing made my sister cant mitup & actually celebrating her 17th birthdae.
its jus so spoil mood when ii told the rest of my sisters we won't bbe meeting.
so pissed off.
expecting to bbe like sure will bbe having funs & enjoying my 17th bdae this yr.
but NO NO NO.
its totally ruin.
ii'm not happy at all.
think of it, tearrs will jus roll down. FUCK.
ii noe ppl will think its jus a birthdae, why should ii let it affect my mood.
but afterall, its a once in a year day that euu can actually bbe happy about & looking forward to jus this dae.
not looking forward to anything else . NOTHING.
not even the actual day of my birthdae tomorrow.
ps seang : really thnks alot. acc me thru all that =) euu've jus done so much.
ps ken : ur voice really make me smile, thnks.
ps huiting : ii noe somehow euu're not that happy too. euu're jus behaving normal so euu don wan others to worry bout euu. thats life. ii'll bbe alwaes by ur side darling.
thnks my friend to really make an effort to cheer me up man.
the phonecalls really do helped =)
but the person ii expected to call me did not call, so .. that's all.
GoodBYE ♥ 9:47 pm
