♥ Saturday, April 26, 2008
todae is jus not my dae.
ii fuckin lost my w880i handphone! fuck that man.
andd my fuckin keyboard is not working right now & ii had to use the on-screen keyboard to type! #$@%*&+!!
ii hate this feelin alright.
it jus suxs so much..
GoodBYE ♥ 3:17 pm
♥ Friday, April 25, 2008
ii went studying wif glenn & demi yesterday.
yess, we did study.
back then ii cant even sit still for jus 10 minutes.
but now thinggs had changed, study is much mre impt then anything else.
and ii actually studied Maths okay. the subject which ii hate most & failed badly.
but now ii don't really hate maths, coz ii had slowly understand the fun of solving maths qns.
yeah ppl, pls bbe happy fer me.
coz ii've hated maths fer 7 yrs since ii'm primary 4. hhaa.
had my English & Mother Tongue Paper 1 todae.
exams paper is floodin in nxt week, the 2nd of May.
reckon ii should start my heavy revision from noww!
no mre having afternoon nap, shall replace these time wif self-study & revision (:
gonna go study wif demi & glenn again ltr on :D
study study study, till the day turns into night.
shall get myself ready befer they arrive, coz ii'm alwaes the one who's late.
BYE!
GoodBYE ♥ 2:44 pm
♥ Wednesday, April 23, 2008
ii'm still online noww.
gonna offline & finish up my social studies SEQ andd
revise my F&N coz there's test tml.
BYE.
can someone explain to me why is this happening?
ii still don't know why this happened.
behind the jokes i make, are laughter that is ffake.
behind my smiles, are all of my lies.
can ii still smile without the smile that you used to gave?
maybbe, ii will smile on without your smile.
coz.. you don seems to care.
ii'm smilling on andd no mre turning back.
GoodBYE ♥ 9:42 pm
♥ Sunday, April 20, 2008
photos wif my bitches .
they're jus so wonderful to bbe wif :D
took these photos wif Nat's digi cam.
they're my bitches, coz they're bitchy enuff to bbe one. HAHA.
finally!! a proper photo taken wif Demi! heh ;)
GoodBYE ♥ 2:42 pm
♥ Saturday, April 19, 2008
(ps: .__." ii know its like a long compo, hack care this post people)
total shit. the feelin's really sucks.
ii guess ii've somehow hurt my sister - shuxian feelings.
ii have neglected her for soo darn long.
actions speaks louder than words yet how many thousands, millions & zillions upteen times ii told her that whenever ii'm free ii would mitup wif her. but NO.
and she had been waiting fer my calls & waiting fer me to mitup wif her since the day ii told her ii would mitup wif her when ii'm free.
yet ii did not. fuck the shit out of me. fuck it.
ii'm angry at myself. not being a gd friend.
ii have my school friends & outside friends(brothers & sisters)
but ii'm spending mostly of my time wif my sch friends than my sisters.
reason being? coz ii spent mostly of my time in sch from mon to fri wif my sch friends.
when it comes to weekends, ii'll spent my dae out on friday either shopping or slping at hm.
ii faced my sch friends every single dae till fri, sometimes even sat or sun.
so ii'll definitely have programmes on wif them & therefore,, ii've negelected my sisters.
our sisters meetin up ish gettin lesser & lesser this ii noe.
andd ii'm really trying my best to mitup wif euu.
euu said what sisters are fer ?
ii'll tell euu darling..
its not how often we saw & meeting up wif each other, its the love tat we had.
our sisterly love.
so what if we did not mitup until we're bored like how we used to bbe?
but do euu noe how much ii cared fer euu? how much ii wanted euu to bbe happy?
the up-dated life tat we'll update each other even if we did not mitup.
sisters are suppose to bbe dere fer each other when they need us, or a shoulder to lean on, a trusted person to listen to our says.
ii don care if euu like it or not, ii'm totally fustrated at how ur bf treated euu last time.
if ii'm not ur sister, ii won't bbe angry & who cares if ur bf treated euu tat way.
but ii noe its over.
jus one of ur call, one of ur msg asked me to go over shengkang & find euu if euu need me, ii tell euu ii will. even jus by sitting beside euu, without euu uttering a word ii'll do the same to go over ur place when euu need me darling.
when euu said " sisters? what are sisters fer?"
jus this sentence can hurt me mre den ii hurt euu.
it made me think tat ii'm not fit to bbe one of ur sisters.
but this won't drift us further, it will make me treasure euu mre :D
LOVES my zhuang shuxian!
afterall,, its my fault fer neglecting euu shuxian.
ii'm really at fault, am sorry fer neglecting euu.
prepare to pick up my calls after my MYE (:
BYE, back to self-study again.
GoodBYE ♥ 4:07 pm
♥ Friday, April 18, 2008
Im treating my friends unwillingly & coldly nowadaes ?
am sorry to those ppl if ii treated you guys tat way :(
the reason ? - ii don't know.
maybbe maybbe,, of my mood starts to swing ? ii guess so ?
shall bbe back to my usual self again :D
guess friends are too used to my crazy-ness.
they're alwaes not used to me being quiet .__."
ii will bbe noisy again! haha.
all ii can feel now ish the right side of my eyes hurt!
the vision of my right eys ish abit blur, gosh.
ii need optrex to wash my eyes.. hope it helps.
meeting up wif my bitches ltr on! yayyy =))
headed down to market 85 to had our dinner.
GoodBYE ♥ 4:19 pm
♥ Thursday, April 17, 2008
hello fellas ! ii'm back to blog again.
itss my dearest 16th birthday today! Natalie (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, DEAREST !!
( you should bbe happy tat ii din mention euu as a _____, HAHA!)
gave her a lil' suprise, we bought her a bdae cake.
the group of guys we went BBQ wif tat dae (:
yess, when it's someone else birthday natalie will alwaes gif them something like pad & condoms as their present.so.. .. this time round its her birthday! heh heh. we bought something unique fer her. a bottle of STD stopper(Sexually Transmitted Disease stopper) HAHA! it says tat it will takecare of those who've got messey sexual disease. laughs.but its not a real STD stopper, its jus gummies. haha.
other then tat, we've bought her a number of presents too (:
BYE fellas !
GoodBYE ♥ 7:39 pm
