爱要及时，没有如果 ♥

♥ Tuesday, September 30, 2008

It takes a minute to like someone.It takes a day to love someone.BUTIts takes a LIFETIME to ferget someone.

GoodBYE ♥ 6:21 pm

♥ Saturday, September 27, 2008

dear blog,
should ii stay in this way or should ii move on? okays. ii've decided, and ii'm moving on.. my heart is already numb, ii can no longer feel what excatly my heart really wants. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8.. and ii'm going back at number one. back to the starting point where ii've started. don't melt my heart & messed up my mind again, again and again. ii cant take it anymore.. ii don't wanna know or find out the answer anymre. leave it & so bbe it. easy come easy go ya.
alright man! sch days is OVER! say bye, byebye.

anyway!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO JUNIOR !

XOXO

andd! sorry eddwin fer my late birthday wishes to you! sorry!
anyway;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDDWIN!

GoodBYE ♥ 5:38 pm

♥ Wednesday, September 24, 2008

the days when we slacked, we shopped, we crapped, we laughed, we talked to each other bout our life/relationship. the days when we met up almost every single day. the days when we chat on phone almost every single nights. I miss those days brother! busy life had not let us drift apart. you know this too :] hehe. but no matter how hectic your life was, rmber to had enough sleep & had proper meals. Imissyou my dearest brother! =D
( ii got so so so much to tell you bro! you are the only person who can understand me. haha, don get too happy when ii said this coz ii noe you will. )

anyway lessons today are damn superb boring. but no mre boring sch days fer me very very soon. coz tomorrow will bbe the last day that ii will bbe attending sch. hehe. and ii'll start my holidays straight after thursday, when sch release us. but ii cant bbe too happy yet. coz my N lvl is still not yet over! 29th sept & 8th oct papers to go.. tsskkk. alright, ii'll jus study fer my own sake (:
BYE! shall update again.

GoodBYE ♥ 4:43 pm

♥ Monday, September 22, 2008

lesson today was damn boring till dead!

peoples who din brought Chem TYS today, sat outside classroom. haah.
( ahem* ii did bring mine! )

GoodBYE ♥ 8:18 pm

♥ Sunday, September 21, 2008

PicturesSs =D

GoodBYE ♥ 3:03 pm

♥ Saturday, September 20, 2008

counting down fer my N lvl exams again. and ii'm left wif exactly 9 mre days to study. exams round the corner & yet things happened and cropped up everything. messed up peoples feeling. occupied peoples mind. its alwaes the soul is there yet the heart is not there. it suxs so much. ii need my soul, my heart and my mind to bbe there at the same time. or had ii already had this - prepare fer the worst, hope fer the best feeling inside my heart already? shall ii? Nonono, no way. okays! shall wake up frm whatever dream/illusion. back to reality.. ii need to stuay hard. jus to concentrate on my studies & play hardddd after my N's. hehe (:

pictures to bbe post soon =DDD

GoodBYE ♥ 5:56 pm

♥ Friday, September 19, 2008

ii din know what to type.. my mind was blankkk. totally blank. everyday life goes on like this. bbe it a smile or a frown on the face, time flies fast & another day had past. awaiting fer the tomorrows to arrive.
the feelings that we had, no one could understand. except us, only our own could feel & understand the feelings deep down inside our heart. wheather we're actually happy or upset. if only.. the person will know how we're feeling every single day. if only.. the person know how much we cared, we loved and worried fer them. if only.. the person know how much we actually had done fer them. yess, and its IF ONLY. okays, enough of it.
well, din attend school today. that cramps came earlier this month. ttsskkk..
hmm.. starbucks is now my companion during weekends. chilled at starbucks almost every weekend. din have the mood to go fer shopping. ii rather sat down & pour my feelings to madeline. haah. actually ii'm too lazy afterall.
alright, shall update again. BYE.

GoodBYE ♥ 1:06 pm

♥ Monday, September 15, 2008

4N3 Class Photo! =D

oh boy, ii jus love my class so damn much! haha.
aww .. :'( ii miss huiting & shuxian so muchx100! cant wait even the slightest minute to mitup with my two ladies. Imissyou girls! after my N's ii swear ii'm gonna go prawning with that shuxian who alwaes alwaes asked me to go, but ii'm alwaes either lazy oR have no time to go with her. and ii swear ii'm gonna go crazy and bbe mad with that huiting! haah. loveyou sis*
&& last but not least; I miss J*nioR too! ;)

GoodBYE ♥ 6:25 pm

♥ Sunday, September 14, 2008

ohh! guess my blog gonna bbe dead sooner or later? haah. uh-huh.. pardon me fer my plain lazyness again. tsk tsk.
catch up with 篮球火 already, and ii'm now waiting fer the next episode to come out. hehe.
oh my.. after weekends will bbe school again. weekends and school again..

pondering, dwelling ..
my minds been cleared (:
thoughts are not gonna run thru my mind again. no more..
ii'm happy with my life now, am contented.
yea nengli, you gotta smile like how you used to! cheers*

GoodBYE ♥ 6:30 pm

♥ Tuesday, September 09, 2008

attending school was a whole load of fun, ii mean spending my time with my classmates.. after our English, Mother Tongue & SS papers had finished. these periods had been replacing with the on-coming subjects that ii'll bbe having fer my N lvl. which is fer us to self-study during these periods. but instead of self-studying. we sat in a group, to talk and laugh.. oh yeaaa, while talking between ourselves and joking ard. we're actually waitin fer recess time & sch release time. oh whatever, this is my life in school now. seriously, this kind of life is so boring. it suxs. my grades had been dropping & dropping drastically. ii need to put in mre than a thousand or even a zillion effort to pass my exams. few mre weeks of making myself to study hard. get over and done with. once and fer all. okay! ii know many will know ii'm jus so damn lazy, jus force me to do so. okay, okay.. ii won't bbe lazy meetin wif you guys to study alr. hehe.

ps; never give up on the things/person that made you smile =D

GoodBYE ♥ 9:47 pm

♥ Sunday, September 07, 2008

alright, ii managed to fall asleep at 3+ last night after watching television and texting with someone. today early in the afternoon got waken up by mummie. and its alwaes mummie again. tsskkk. and nobody's home now. left with this pathetic computer and me. haha. but luckily there's shows ii can watch it on9 (:
thnks to cwc and ii'm so gonna catch up 篮球火 this show. but its buffering so damn long today! gosh. yanwei & cwc had alr watched all the episodes that ii haven't and they're like waiting fer the next episode to come out. oh my godd.
anyway, school's resuming tomorrow. gonna face with teachers & books again! sickening ..
BYE! and ii miss KangYuan! HAHA.

GoodBYE ♥ 3:54 pm

♥ Saturday, September 06, 2008

so random.. ii'll jus post the pics today.
am too lazy to even type. haha.
anyway,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO TNG K0K WEI (:

GoodBYE ♥ 10:21 pm

♥ Tuesday, September 02, 2008

HAHA, ii'm feeling so gay since yesterday cause sister sent sucha damn sweet text to me last night. her text made my day. oh boy! how can she melt my heart that way? ii'm fallin so deep in love with her. wholeheartedly lovin her 24/7 (;
sister nvr fails to make me laugh. all of her actions made me laugh like some mad woman who jus got out of the mental hospital.but ii still love her *giggles*
shall go watch television then do some revision for tomorrow exams. but the nice weather made me wanna sleep! there's goes the weather again.. its raining now.

alright.
BYE.

GoodBYE ♥ 7:09 pm

♥ Monday, September 01, 2008

no mre worries bout me already.
no need to make an effort to make me smile or laugh anymre.
ii'll bbe jus so fine (:
ii'll bbe following my heart..
ii'll smile & laugh like how ii used to.

whoa! ii'll jus concentrate on what ii really need now.
chunck all those sh*t aside.
let natural take it courses.

BIG BIG SMILE =DDD

how I used to say that out for never
never would have made it very far
cause you know you got the keys to my heart, cause ..
One, Your like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, boy its plain to see. that you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
if ever i believe my work is done, then I'll start back at ONE.

GoodBYE ♥ 8:53 pm