♥ Wednesday, October 29, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, SHAHMIL !
andd, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HENRY !
GoodBYE ♥ 5:37 pm
♥ Tuesday, October 28, 2008
ii'm supposed to update my blog, but the talks in between made my mind totally blank and fergotten what to blog. arrgh.. wadever!
mitup wif sister yesterday (: but ii'm the one who went down to find her -_-
bumped into cwc.
headed back tamp & met N(s). hehe, the great gentlemen who sent me home.
then bumped into haowei & co.
supposed to stay at home today but ended up slackin wif clinton & yun.
andddddddd ...........
xiaoJeremy, ii've listed you under my 'loved ones' already. don't come to me in msn & say " you very cb siial, nvr put my name! " hor. haah.
Haowei, the slackin today was a last min call. don say me again that ii go out or slack din jio you out. shall ring you out one day (:
sistership still countin down =)
GoodBYE ♥ 10:35 pm
♥ Sunday, October 26, 2008
stayin at home was totally shit fer me. arrggh!
ii guess ii'm too used to the life ii'm havin now - sepnt my day outside.
and ii jus realise something, the only person who'll ring my house is only sebas, shuxian & huiting. haah. cool.. they'll only ring my house when they ring my cell phone & cant reach me. cause' sebas jus rang my house =.=
GoodBYE ♥ 9:41 pm
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well, was feelin damn not well yesterday so headed back home early to rest. vomited.. yucks. andddd... thnks M and N(s) was at there fer me. haah. ii'm restin well at home today okay! nvr go elsewhere today alright.
ohh! bump into one of my buddy yesterday. Lion (:
hmm.. shall ii go out tomorrow? yes/no? gonna mitup wif sister if yes. she's comin over to find me coz am too lazy to go down sk. blame me fer my lazyness.
anyywayy,, flinstone chat wif me online jus now. surprised. he said he miss me siiol. its much mre surprised. haah! shahmil shahmil uh, lets mitup soon! (:
GoodBYE ♥ 4:56 pm
♥ Saturday, October 25, 2008
alwaes my beloved (:sebastian
he's alwaes my greatest brother in the world!take great care bro, Imissyou.XOXO
GoodBYE ♥ 4:20 pm
♥ Wednesday, October 22, 2008
staying at home today.
am jus too tired & lazy to get my ass out meetin my friends.
had been quite listless these few days, bet my friends could sense that too.
my level of busting out in laughters in the dead silence had been decreasing..
ii don't even have the mood to laugh nowadays. mind was occupied by some things. and adding on to the insufficient sleep ii've had now. listless.. listless.. ii don't even have that slightest lil' bit of concentration when ii'm walkin. bumped into something sort of a pole or whatever shit yesterday. tsskkk!
SIGH!
pray harddd, hope everythings gonna bbe alright. especially my loved ones.
I miss my loved ones..
I miss my sisters and my bitches,
I miss my buddies and brothers ( especially jeff & sebas! ) and, my dearest.
last but not least to left out, the only person ii'll miss alwaes. hehe, you guys should noe whose that person in my mind uh. HAAH.
' the only people you need in your life, are the ones that need you in theirs '
GoodBYE ♥ 7:44 pm
♥ Saturday, October 18, 2008
真正的爱是不求回报的. mind was having a complicated pondering & wondering. whats wrong? ii don't even know myself. tsskk, arrgg. whatever! anyway anyway.. ii'm so gonna lead my life with no mre worries and thinkin too deep into something. not good at all ya? haah.eeww, what shit am ii talkin bout? rubbish.. chunk aside man.meetin buddies ltr on! chill our nights away (: hehe.
GoodBYE ♥ 4:06 pm
♥ Friday, October 17, 2008
first thing in the mornin, ii woke up & saw sis message. told me that she'd broken off with her bf & she's damn heartbroken to the max. ii knew she would shed tears like never befer. ii knew her that well, that she's jus puttin up a front in order not to let her dear friends worried fer her. she was in pain..
relastionship again.. quarrells? shedding tears? heartbroken?
why cant my love ones jus receive the love that they want? why does my love ones have to get hurt? why do ii have to see them sittin beside me telling me how upset they are? why do ii have to receive phone calls frm my dearest sis crying?
cant my love ones bbe happy ? cant ii receive text frm friends that they're actually happy that they got a bf/gf that treats them right & they're happy? cant ii see the real happy smile on their faces?
what shit is this? oh pls, how much ii wanted you guys to bbe happy. don get upset over that kind of bitch or bastard. you guys know how much ii've been worrying fer you. what's past is the past. what's done cannot bbe undone. so pls.. do cheer up. live your life to the fullest.
anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRENDA LIM LIPING !!
GoodBYE ♥ 7:02 pm
♥ Tuesday, October 14, 2008
. went over to clinton house today
. poker cards, pool & games
GoodBYE ♥ 1:08 am
♥ Sunday, October 12, 2008
drinkin session with buddies last night. buddy brought his Bacardi down. was slightly tipsy & high last night, luckily ii'm not the one who's drunk. phew* Nic got himself damn drunk last night & puke. eeww.. haah. spent my almost whole last night watchin Nic making a fool outta himself when he's drunk. of cause, the rest of them spent their almost whole night watchin Nic drunk too. but watchin Nic drunk was not the climax of the night. its the poker game that we played. laughs! clinton came over last night too. luckily we got this big sized giantic buddy. he could carry whoever who's drunk. cool.. haah!
alrights, shall update again. BYE.
GoodBYE ♥ 3:26 pm
♥ Thursday, October 09, 2008
No mre school.
No mre waking up early fer school.
No mre teachers to face.
and my holiday mode is switched on! hehe. but when there's no school, ii'll miss something. and that's my friends. ii miss those laughters, ii miss those shitty sound came out frm their mouth. ii miss their stupid actions. ii miss their voices. ii miss their shoutings and quarrelling. ii miss them so much!
anyway, stayed overnight at emma house. jus got my butts home not long ago. and ii have to say. still.. home is the best place (:
gonna had my dinner, prepare myself & outta the house ii go! hehe.
GoodBYE ♥ 7:03 pm
